A LiTTLe WoMan

I juz come back from my work.. really tired..

somtimes, i do sit down n thinking alone, is that the life i wan??? Ya.. of cos this is not the life i wan .. but for sure… it is one of the step for me to reach my dream life in the future !!!

What is my dream life about??? can shop unimited??? can affort a lot of luxuries  stuffs?? Of cos.. this is a small little part of it ( am i too greedy? :P.. pls allow me to do that :P)….What i wan is to change the possibility into a reality!!!!!!

its funny that, a lot of of my friends will think in this way… hmm do not need to wrok so hard.. just ask ur bf to support u will do… or they will said, just find a ppl to marry.. everything ur husband will settle for u…

ya.. i agree that its sounds nice.. yet.. i not really enjoy with the things that i get back from this way..i prefer to ‘fight’ it back by myself :)… hm.. is kind of successful feelings…

is not that i wan to say that i m ’stronger’ than others women… in fact, i m not… i do feeel stress like others.. i do cry when i meet problems.. i do feel moody when i cant solve the problems…but, i m strongly know that, it is only allow me to be in those situation for just a few minutes… when comes into real.. i m still need to stand up, have a deep inhale, dry out my tears, and tell myself.. "YOU CAN DO IT’…

so, to all of you who have the same problem as me.. lets work hard together.for sure,  WE CAN MAKE THE POSSIBILITY A REALITY!!!!!!….

I know its quite late to write somethings regard to the title hehe…Sorry for that..

My lif3 in Year 2007 ? Besides busy still busy. I hav been start my business this year. even that it is not so good, yet, i m still need to work hard for that. Everyday must wake up at 6 am and work till 10 pm.. ( non-stop.. even had lunch n dinner inside my car (.)…really scare will look ‘chan’ after few months…

Because of that, i hav no time for my bf and also all of my lovely frens. The life during 2006 doesnt appear to my life in 2007 now.. a bit sad… no more clubbing, partying, shopping, playing mah jong ( my favour games :P>.. not because of wan to win money.. but really enjoy the fun from that)… and also play with my dearest baby ( my small little rabbit)…So .. really wan to say sorry to my lovely Bf, friends and here….

A new year = A new life… of course, i wont bring any sadness to this year..i m admit that i always do stupid things during  last two years ..So .. no more repeat from that!!!

This year, i have a lot of children around me… they are cute!!.. sometimes u really cannot expect what will they do in the next.. always surprise u witht heir action… i love them so much and i m quite enjoy it ( even it is tired).. hehe.. really wish that one day i can have my small little christine..but.. i think is still quite far for me… how long?? hmm… abt 10 years.. :P.. hehe…..

i found that guys can be group into a common group ‘ telling the reason which is not the reason’. especially when they wan to break up with u :).. why do i say so< here is the stories:)

i have a fren who was together with her bf more than 5 years. Recently, the guy suddenly tell the gal that he found that they r not match actually!!!. i was so surprise, how can he said out this kind of words? he needs more than 5 years time only able to define whether the gal is his Mrs Right or not?? How many 5 years do a gal have?? 

A second story, this gal was together with a guy abt 2 years long. She found that the guy change a lot. One day, when they r arguing in the phone, the guy state out this words ‘ i think u r too perfect to me. i m not that perfect enaugh, so can we break up?’ it was so hurt.perfect or nice to a bf also is a wrong things? Again, i duno what to say:)…

A third story, this gal was together with the guy abt 2 years long. One day, the guy tell the gals that, sorry, i got no feleing on u anymore, can we break up? Again, what a Fuck reason is that? The feelings really can fly away within one to 2 weeks times?

In fact, guys always find some ‘reason’ to cover them. Normally there is a third party involved only a ppl will change the feelings to the other ppl ( so the feelings is just transfering, not dissapeared!!!). Or, may be, they is another example so that they r able to compare thier gf right now with others gals.

But do they think back to gals part, actually we also can compare our bf with others.Sometimes we also find that others r actually better than our bf.. just that, gals always hav a strong mind inside ‘ i edi hav a bf, even others guy better than him, so what’??’.. but guys normaly will think in this way ‘ wah.. if my gf like the gal, then will be better’…. see, this is the different between a guy n a gal.

Sometimes, i really duno what the guys wan. if the gf not good, they complain. If the gf too nice, they still complain. So, what they really wan us to do?? haih….

I went to Langkawi Island last week. I have been there before and of course it was few years back. By recalling, Langkawi Island is considered an attractive and pleasant place for relaxation. However, the sense of feeling from my previous visits has totally disappeared. The whitely sand beach and crystal clear sea doesn’t exist on this island anymore. Pulau Payar Island is a famous marine park in Langkawi. On my visit to this island, I am still able to see some beautiful coral fishes and life viewing corals. However, in comparing with my previous visit; it’s really far behind from what I was expecting on my journey to Langkawi. From my personal opinion, it is indeed hard to find a school of coral fishes and colorful coral near the shore. These beautiful eye viewing corals and fishes can only be seen somewhere in the deeper sea. More importantly, sea cucumber is now rarely can be seen in anywhere near shore. HOW COULD THIS BE POSSIBLE? Firstly, I would like to give some comments on the tour guide who brought me to Pulau Payar Island for snorkeling. They play an important role in polluting the sea and devastating the island of Pulau Payar Marine Park. Although, I was agreed that waste of food is not the nature of human beings; however I was totally disgraceful on their irresponsible acts by throwing the left over fried rice and chicken into the sea to feed the black teeth sharks and attract other fishes for photographic snapping. In our daily common sense; ‘oil’ from these foods will definitely contribute significant effects in polluting to the sea. These irresponsible acts need to be corrected and rectified immediately to prevent our beautiful Malaysia Islands from disappearing in the future. Human being “Selfishness” is the key point for this act of pollution. Everybody would only want to have fun at that time but have totally forgotten their risk of acts that would lead to the environment devastation in the future. Honestly, I really worried about the ‘lifespan’ of Langkawi Island. Hopefully, everybody will be self behave and better educated to protect the nature. Preservation is essential not only for the present moment ; it will also benefits our next generation so that they will have a chance to see beautiful nature.